Full-Blown Pain: My Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with severe discomfort behind one eye that persists for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a